WHO AM I ??
am i an outlaw, where is my destiny,
i tread on a lonely road, in search of my identity,
my journey has jus begun, no directions nor company,
dunno where i am headed, dunno whts my destiny.
journey so tough and strange,
the path i walk now is deranged.
often i question, why did i choose this path?
but seldom i knew of the aftermath.
a journey of pain and lies i walk upon,
the more i walk the more i am torn.
with every step ahead, a step towards the future,
a part of my cursed soul is butchered,
i know no reason, nor cause of this fate,
all i see now are the doors of the hell gate.
the more i lie, the more i realise,
the more i struggle and fight, the more i despise.
with every step taken in search of freedom,
the shackles of my own body and soul deepen,
my legs, arms and neck all tied by the world,
And its people, exchanged freedom for gold.
i break my shackles and escape the worldy prison,
but now my life has no reason, no direction.
freedom i earned or rather stole,
and now i am all by myself, takin a stroll,
living my new found freedom, in the free world,
where bonds and people are valued more than gold.
but now i cant feel the wind or the rain,
even in this moment of ecstacy, all i feel is pain,
the world i see now is a changed place,
where every man i confront, has the devil's face.
then i realised tht cause of my pain,
man gave away nothin, all he wanted to was gain,
greed and lust and lies had carved a statue of gold,
and every man wanted to own it, even if he was sold.
this is not the freedom i had sought for ever,
i wish i had gained freedom, never.
my soul disembodied, my body battered into shreds,
long before my freedom, i wish i was dead.
now i walk a journey, i know not where,
a journey of hatred, questions and despair.
in search of answers , questions i detest,
and till i find them all, i will seek no rest,
where is my destiny, why do i cry??
what is my identity, who am I ??
